The loving touch of your hand, the gentle touch of your voice.

Goodbye.

2011-07-29T22:58:00.001+08:00

I HAVE MOVED :)

http://livingthefootsteps.blogspot.com/

New me :)

kthxbai.

Without you, I feel lonely.

2010-02-09T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Ben Jelen - Come On

I wonder,

I think again,

I still wonder..

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okay, so yesterday, I stayed back with the guys and huei yi. My very fail attempt on doing my art homework in the library. Thanks guys -.- but I still managed to finish anyway :) I just hope, I can get good marks this time >:( PLEASE! I WORKED HARD ON IT :( Me and Nash accompanied everyone to their transport. And my leg, HURT LIKE CRAZY :| and I cannot stand the fact that it hurts so incredibly bad, and so does my tummy :( so Nash decided to just carry me, which was really nice of him, haha! And he carried me up the stairs. I felt bad, because me knowing myself that I'm heavy -.- I need to lose weight that's all I'm going to say, but he says I'm not heavy, I don't trust him -.- we sat at the locker and started talking randomly :\ anyhow, that's pretty much all. I'm tired, so tata! :)

.Elle

Was it you?

2010-02-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Eric Clapton - tears of heaven

I was so blind,

the person who has been by my side,

it was always you,

I'm so blind,

why have I not noticed it,

and all the great conversations we had,

I was so blind.

.Elle

Why does it feel like you are the moon, so far away.

2010-02-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Naturi Naughton - Fame

Sleepy,

feeling uneasy,

tired,

but at least now,

I know what you think.

.Elle

It's not the end of the road, it's how you chose it.

2010-01-31T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Sam Sparrow - Black and gold

You are possibly,

the only guy I know,

who makes people so confuse.

Make up your mind already boy,

we are all sick of this.

Including you.

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Alright, I'm sorry for my lack of updates. 2010, is one crazy year :| seriously! Hectic + love problems (not mine of course.. -.-) it's getting crazier EVERY YEAR :| Oh, but on the brighter note, I've been having a great time :D Birthdays, birthdays and more birthdays! yes! I finally finished my friend's birthday presents :) It's not much, but I really hope they will like it. THEY = AMEER, NASH AND AKMAL >:( bahahha! :P ahh, many things have happened :) FOR EXAMPLE, MY PE SHORTS GETTING STOLEN :O WHY ON EARTH WOULD SOMEONE STEAL PE SHORTS -.- alright, before I go on, I shall stop now :)

btw, federer has once again gotten 1st placing in AUSTRALIAN OPEN :)

congratulations to murray for getting runner up :)

.Elle

I will never be the same, until we meet again.

2010-01-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Sugarbabes - Wear my kiss

Sometimes, I wish I could understand you a little more,

but the truth is,

I don't know how,

your complicated mind is too confusing.

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Feeling a bit stress at this point, I've to start planning about things I want to do. I'm not sure, but maybe I will be taking the IB programme. Yes, I know, IB is difficult, but then, if you think of it carefully, it actually gives you a chance to go all over the world as the IB programme is a program for pre-u. I've already thought of the subjects I would be taking, but then again, I know in the beginning of IB, I'm so sure, I'm going to have a hectic life :(

.Elle

Embracing the moment.

2010-01-19T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Ryan Tedder - The Look

Although you are always in my thoughts,

sometimes, I don't want you to be there,

yet, you don't want to go.

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OKAY. To be very honest, I'm currently living in a very hectic life :( Chemistry is just as difficult as how it is.. and I cannot dislike chem because I like chem :P haha! I'm so grateful to have teachers and friends (ameer -.- I still hate you because you only take physics yet you are still able to explain chemistry so perfectly. Like *snaps* ) boo you :( haha! anyhow, besides that, I have this art assignment to do. Besides chemistry and art, most of my homework are able to be done with :D happy happy me ^^ heehee! Alright, I've better get going :\ My blog is going to die soon :\

.Elle

It's always been an obsession.

2010-01-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Frankie J - Obsession

The songs you gave me,

are really precious to me.

So this present I give you,

are you going to cherish it?

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I'm so sorry for the lack of post, I've been so busy here and there :( Trust me, it isn't some laughing matter to even laugh about :( Something that I've been looking forward to, AMERICAN IDOL! LIKE FINALLY! :D HAHA! and and.. GLEE! Pretty enthusiastic! :D Pants on the ground, pants on the ground! looking like a fool with your pants on the ground :'D OH MAN, HE'S AWESOME FOR A MAN AGE 62! :D WOOO! Anyhow, I better get going with my homework :(

.Elle

These memories are here to stay, and forever to remember.

2010-01-10T22:05:00.016+08:00

Currently listening to: Michael Buble - Everything

2009! I never really had the time or chance to blog about it, so here it goes :) How time flies..

Jessie's birthday :)

Waiting for the solar eclipse, but failed :\ Annabelle and zhi ying (mun) :)) I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR! :DD

Red house Cheer :)

The people :) thank you guys so much! Shanon, mei kee and carmen, three people in life who I know I won't forget in the future :) We will meet again soon! :D I KNOW WE WILL! :D Shanon, who never fails to listen to my lame love life, she comments about it, she is mean, I know she doesn't mean it, but after all, she's awesome :D I love her! >:) and so is mei kee ;D

Class four Jenner :)
Them, who I love :)

Yen In, now she's braces-free, she's gotten more prettier :D *envies* and she's smart too, *JEALOUS* :D

Yu hui! She has sadly went to aussie :( We had our ups and downs, but, she never fails to listen to all my nagging and lame love life :) She has been my classmate for 4 years! :D hope you are coping well in aussie hunn :) Miss you :( oh, did I mention she makes DELICIOUS CUPCAKE/MUFFINS/COOKIES! :D I SWEAR! so yummy!

Cheerleaders :)

Nasri! I remember the first time I saw you, I got so into your magic tricks that I kept annoying you to do more! I remember how gullible I was back then :) NOT ANYMORE! >:D heh heh ;D He's super super crazy about dancing, and magic of course, he's a good friend :) huggable one too ;D
Huan Sheng! I miss him so much :( I am sorry I quit tuition :( we will meet again soon kay? ;) then we can take a better picture -.- He never fails to listen to all my conversation :) And lame nagging as well ;D We still keep in contact even though I have quit tuition, which I am really happy about! :D And I can bet, he got straight A's for PMR.. or I hope he did :| haha!

Alfred Tan! He's like my brother :) Never fails to cheer me up when I am down :D Also never fails to be there for me when I'm in trouble! And listen to my lame nagging as well :P I know I nag a lot :( work hard! :D I know you can! :D

FARIS! The teddy bear! :D I never really talked to him until form 3, I'm glad I did :D He's hilarious! And so adorable! sighh, he's all grown up now :) so happy! *sniffles*

*missing mei kee and shanon* I love them all! CARMEN KOH! Never fails to be mean to me :D yet i love her so much :)

Red house Outing :) Love them all :)

YU YANG! :D GOSH, haha! :D never fails to give me good advice :P very nice guy :) I remember knowing him since form 2, he was form 1 back then. Ahh, good memories :) I still keep in contact with him, so I am pretty happy :D hehe!
ZOE! :D her drawings are like AMAZING! yes you hear, AMAZING! And so is her poetry writing :D She's awesome, she knows she is (;

Wei Jean and cairynne! :D Cheer buddies!

Wei shen, used to talk to him a lot :) good times.

Kristina and Carl Lyn who I just met this year! :D I AM SO HAPPY I KNEW THEM THIS YEAR! They are so adorable and funny! :) Carl Lyn who never fails to listen to all my stories, and kristina who has a strong sense in fashion! :D trust me, she does ;) I love them both!

Ahh, I remember this~ :)

Band :) 3rd placing :)

During dance practice :) But soon, I had to quit because I had to deal with some things from outside school, but, they got first placing! and that's pretty darn good! :D Had a great time with them :)

Before Chinese New year :)

Huei and Alya who I also met this year! :) I am so happy i know you guys :D you guys are so adorable! I can't wait to see you guys sooon! :D

misato and jessie :) misato, who I also met this year, and happily, jessie :D both of them are equally awesome :) I feel as if jessie has grown taller though :( and misato is also taller than me! Which makes me short :(

The guys! Akmal, ameer and nash who I met this year too :D gosh, ameer is like my walking diary, he's awesome at poetry writing too :) AND HE IS TRUSTABLE! And freaking darn smart :( Nash and Akmal likes music a lot, nash is just as muscular as he is now, his muscles are incredibly distracting -.-

In 2009, there are some people who I really want to thank,

Carmen, shanon, mei kee, yen in, carl lyn, kristina, yu hui, jessie, misato, huei yi, alya, ameer, shaun see, alfred tan, keng hoe, yu yang, huan sheng, bryan ang and nash. Thanks guys for always listening, and keeping in contact :) I'm really happy you guys did! Sincerely! And for the other people in the photo's above, I thank you guys for giving me memories, a spectacular one in fact :D Also to my cousins, they never fail to make me happy, I know I can tell them anything, and I heart them all so much! I can't wait for chinese new year! :D

But truly, in my heart, I am not going to lie, you guys really made my 2009 one heck of a year to remember, not to mention, David.A actually came to our school :D But ANYWAY, I never got to say thank you to everyone of you, so, thank you guys! Truly in my heart, thank you for making my 2009 a memorable year! This isn't goodbye, we will meet again soon, I promise :) big hearts to all of you! :) ooh! not to mention, some of my old primary mates got to add me in facebook! :)) I am a happy happy person :D

.Elle

Another day, another minute wasted.

2010-01-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Counting crows - big yellow taxi

Oh snow, I miss you so :(

.Elle

This is a beginning of a new goal.

2010-01-08T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Muse - undisclosed desire

And I still can't forget,

the smile you put on your face,

but it's weird,

that I can't cry for you anymore.

These tears aren't for you anymore,

maybe,

I am just not in love with who you are now,

but what you were before.

1 and a half year ago.

.Elle

Waiting for that one phone, even if it means waiting forever.

2010-01-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Adam Lambert - Sleepwalker

Some will win, some will lose,

as you take this train,

you can go anywhere you want.

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I've been doing my research, yes... a very important research.. I HAVE BEEN RESEARCHING ABOUT HANA YORI DANGO/BOYS OVER FLOWERS!? :DD yes, I know, I am jobless -.-

So obviously, boys over flowers was a manga. Altogether there are 241 chapters, pretty cool eh ;) In the manga, there are 5 important character, which I think everyone should know, DUH. Tsukushi (the main girl), Tsukasa (The curly hair dude), Rui (The golden hair), Akira (the long hair) and lastly Sojirou (the black short hair).

And then comes the taiwanese version of Boys over flowers which is called "meteor garden". I remember watching this with my cousin, and I had never thought this show had anything related to Boys over flowers -.-

And then came the japanese live version of Boys over Flowers, all four guys were played by Arashi (japanese boy band) and the main girl :) I like this version of boys over flowers, haven't watched it, but will hopefully watch it soon :) Additional, they look so much a like from the manga than the taiwan version of boys over flowers -.-

KOREAN VERSION OF BOYS OVER FLOWERS!!! kyaa~ omgosh, I think I don't need to name all of them to let you guys know which is which ;P haha! they are all psssss, hot! ;D LEE MIN HO!

personally, I like all boys over flowers :) BUT, of course, the manga is the best :D HANA YORI DANGO! ♥

.Elle

And all I did was wait, really..

2010-01-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Glee - Don't stop believin'

In the cold winter,

the first snow that fell on your head,

when you lift you head and look as the snow slowly drops from the sky,

And as you take your hand out,

the snow melts.

The smile that you put on your face,

was like the snow,

it just last for a while,

but when I finally noticed,

you no longer show it,

it fades.

.Elle

So what's the conclusion?

2010-01-05T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Uncle Kracker - Follow me

Just a phone call,

a phone call saying you just want to be friends,

that's all I want.

But then again,

I don't really want to bother much,

because I'm happy with my life now :)

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Picture from belgium! anyway, me and nash were talking about good old songs from the past, like uncle kracker! who the heck was uncle kracker? :| oh! FOLLOW ME~ everything is alright? :D haha! It's weird that I know the songs, but I don't remember the person singing it :P haha! How incredible elle -.- Thank you Nash for telling me about this song! I want more good songs! :D heehee! anyhow, congratulations to CARL LYN for being chosen to be red house secretary! :D So happy for her :) It's been a long time since I talk to her! and yen in! and lee zung! :D I want to talk to everyone :( I miss everyone so much! okay, I shall stop the blabbering :\ hope to see you guys soon!

.Elle

Angels of a winter snow.

2010-01-04T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Lifehouse - Halfway gone

Alright, I know it has been like FOREVER since I blogged, but hey! I'm back home from Europe :) Pictures are all in Facebook, so don't bother asking me to put it in my blog :) That picture above was situated in France, Paris at the concorde square where the gullotine was held. Many people died and got their heads chopped from the gullotine from the French Revolution. I would like to write down more about the french revolution, but I wouldn't.. But overall, my Europe trip was awesome! Felt like I was in world studies class again though..

Anyhow, one of my friend sent me his poetry to let me have a look at it. It's... GOOD :| he's writing from a girl's point of view, and I would like you guys to have a look at it :)

Though your heart has eluded your grip,

And so make your body cold,

Your benevolent demeanor has not been striped

So within me your warmth takes hold,

As, for me, you opened the door,

I can see your heart like the angels of a winter’s snow.

Though you love her with all your heart,

Yet you treat me like a rose,

One day when she accepts and the both of you depart,

All your warmth feelings will turn cold and have my heart to a stand still froze,

And as your courtesy grows and grows,

I can see your heart like the angels of a winter’s snow.

*Though you assure me, your gentlemen behavior’s sincere,

My perception of you is always filled with doubts,

You have come to my favor, had made my heart disappear,

I do not think I shall ever again know its whereabouts,

And as I have come to like you, you will never know,

Why I see your heart like the angels of a winter’s snow.

*Though my heart throbs with pain,

Yet you express your love for her indirectly to me,

My eyes shall pour tears like a very heavy rain,

As you ask her for her heart and she agrees,

And now I understand you, you have come to show,

That your heart is like the angels of a winter’s snow.

Don't say it's not good, because you know it's good! he's awesomee :D Anyhow, I know it's late but, HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D 2009 has been a great year! 2010 is going to be another great year! :D

.Elle

I'm more than just a pretty face.

2009-12-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Korean Dream - G.d ft. tae yang

I'm leaving on a plane :)

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I'm leaving to Europe, my flight departs at 11:45 pm -.- I'm so sleepy, worst part is that I'm having a hugeee headache due to the tightness of my braces, not something to laugh about. Right, I should be excited for Europe? :| Oh sure, I am having a bad tummy ache... what a great start for my trip -.- hoorahh. haha! alrighty! :) GOODBYE RAINY WEATHER, HELLOOOOO WINTER :(

.Elle

I ain't gonna give up on love?

2009-12-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Super Junior - super girl

The promise we had,

the beach,

the walks,

are we going to have them?

.Elle

Can I trust you with this dance?

2009-12-17T22:05:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: Mika - Rain

When the days you lie,

was it real,

was it fake?

Tell me something now,

I cannot move any longer.

Love sometimes hurts so much.

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Today just pretty much stayed after with Nash, was supposed to stay back with huei yi, yae young and akmal, but they wanted to go mcd, and nash didn't want to eat mcdonalds, and I couldn't go mcd for some reason.. -.- so yeahh :\ I can't believe I stayed after with nash for my last after school this sem! haha! but we talked, it went pretty good? :) haha! well, I had fun! sort of.. I fell down from the stairs :( *sniff* alrighty, bye! oh, and.. bahahha! AMEER CRIED :'D! nahh, he wasn't crying literally, something was up his nose, something like that? :D anyways! I'm OUT! :D

.Elle

You keep me so confuse.

2009-12-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Brown eyed girls - my style

I am thinking,

I am wondering,

I am hoping,

to have you carry me,

again.

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I am now doing this research on this girl, who sadly passed away this year around october. She has mermaid syndrome, where her two legs are stuck together, she had no bladder system, only one liver and 6 inches of colon. I saw a video of her, and she was still smiling so wide. She lived her life to the fullest, I wonder why can't we do that too.. I'm just saying. R.I.P Shiloh Pepin, you are resting in peace now.

.Elle

Forever and ever?

2009-12-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Augustana - Boston

OVER FINALLY! shall blog tomorrow, I am very tired.

.Elle

Carry me like a princess.

2009-12-14T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Big Bang - Dirty Cash

1 more freaking day! hahaa, nash carried me today, it's so freaky :| haha!

.Elle

I'm sick and tired, stressed.

2009-12-11T22:05:00.001+08:00

Still sick, with a bad sorethroat. Whatever.. Shall blog normally after this..

.Elle

What'd this happen?

2009-12-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

I am having fever now, really really bad.. not even funny.

.Elle

And before you know it, it's over.

2009-12-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Robbie Williams - You know me

And because I really do love you.

.Elle

I'm all for you, I promise.

2009-12-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

currently listening to: Owl city - Fireflies

Sleepy and exhausted, :(

.Elle

Give me a man after midnight.

2009-12-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Amanda Seyfried - Gimme Gimme Gimme

This is definitely something I want to do now,

warning!

I'm very stress now.

.Elle

You may be that boy, but I'm not that girl.

2009-12-06T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Wicked - Popular

And they say falling in love is difficult,

what about falling out of love?

That must be incredibly crazy.

So what are you,

in or out?

.Elle

Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream.

2009-12-05T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Sean Kingston - Replay

What happened when you fell for someone,

you know you shouldn't,

what will happen then?

Why does everything comes with a question mark?

Because we have to make it happen,

to answer the smallest questions.

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The performance which was the "song and dance", which can also be called "www" was AMAZING/HYSTERICAL (in a good way) ! WWW was really good :) Ken did a good job playing the cello and the backflips, and the two people cartwheel, definitely something to go WOW about :) My friends did a good job on the violins too! Overall, everything went well :) Loved the "popular" part, where a lot of enthusiasm was coming out from the singer herself :) Choir was also amazing, and the jazz band! I just loved how they arrange everything :) Alright, that's all!

.Elle

Drowned in my own tears, knife stabbing through my heart.

2009-12-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Big Bang - Sunset Glow

And things like that never happen to me,

it's the truth,

either believe it,

or just get hurt.

.Elle

I officially hate my heart for doing this to me.

2009-12-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Honor Society - Goodbye my love

This was never meant to happen,

this thing between you and me,

was never suppose to happen,

I can't blame you,

since you are so nice to everyone..

.Elle

And yet things like this happens for a reason, I don't know why though.

2009-12-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Seungri - strong baby

And when you grab me by the arm,

I was shock.
I'm so sorry my friend,

I overreacted :)

hahaa!

.Elle

Once said, lost forever.

2009-12-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Travis Mccoy - One at a time

I once seek for help,

no one was there.

She cried silently on the chair,

covering her face,

I couldn't do anything,

except to offer her a hug.

.Elle

When the day turns darkness.

2009-11-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Big Bang - A fool's only tear.

And when you spread your arms,

heading towards my empty heart,

giving it a tender yet warm hug,

a squeeze so tight yet comfortable,

a pat so hard yet so gentle,

all I could do was just smile at his endless happiness,

and I cry because I know,

he loves me.

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I love Chemistry! :D Hhaa! I nearly burn my hands though :\ But it was so cool! :D Well, it went like this, I knew we had to like light up the matches before turning the gas on. But my friend said it was the other way round, so I just listened, ended up, it became a really small fireball, I was so fascinated by it, and all I said was "shit!" But yeah, today is one of the best school days I have so far :P Some people knows, some people doesn't :) Alright, off I go! I'm super uber happy even though I slept really late :D

.Elle

Haven't I wandered off alone far too long?

2009-11-29T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: 30 Seconds to mars - kings and queens

In the past, when the age of the kings and queens,

was their love story as complicated as how the modern world now is?

Or was it more complicated?

It was more complicated,

why?

Because back then,

they can never be with the one they love.

I'm glad to be born in the modern world.

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Have you ever wanted to do this, whenever you are sick?

Omgosh, I was just starting to blog, where the weather was just so fine, until 10 seconds later, it started raining heavily. I'm pretty sure it isn't my ears, because I went to look out the window :\ I know it's the monsoon season, but it's been raining like this for days! It's insane! The weather has been changing dramatically over the years, and of course I know that! I live here for nearly my whole life! Continuing, people have been very ill due to the change of the weather, from sunny to rainy, from hot to cold, yes to no, left to right.. (what?) I wish you all get well soon. Try to avoid getting sick, try to drink lots of water, sleep well, and eat lots of healthy food/fruits! It's the holiday for sake.

You know what's this? It's call an Ipod, USE IT.

Oh, don't you just hate it when you wake up to this "BOOM, BOOM, BOOM!" Yes, the bass of the music. I find it really irritating. I don't HATE loud music, but I don't like to be awaken from loud music, it really annoys the heck out of me. If you want to listen to loud music, just go to some band concert, and you can hear ringing in your ear, for the rest of the week. But yeah, I'm just saying, loud music should be banned in apartments, I'm trying to study.. Okay, no more rants! Stay well guys!

.Elle

Nothing can be compared with the stars in your eyes.

2009-11-28T22:05:00.008+08:00

Currently listening to: Tae Yang - Sinner

And when sometimes,

you just want to try,

sometimes,

or maybe for once,

you just want it to happen.

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BIG BANG IS THE MOST AWESOME BAND :D I LOVE THEM! WITH ALL MY HEART ♥ They are my boys :P Call me crazy, but I have my obsessions are back. My inner boy band fanatic is back! ahh! *runs away* hahaa, jokes :) lovess~ Oh, I did this vlog, it's silly, I may put it in my next post, or maybe not, because it's ridiculous :\

.Elle

I wanna rock with you, dance with you, do everything with you.

2009-11-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: G-Dragon - Breathe

Please lend me your hand,

teach me how to do this,

hold me close,

and lets crave potato chips,

and watch a movie on a friday night.

I smell something burning,

"I think it's the popcorn",

no it's love.

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I bought three scarf and a bag! LOVEEESS! Happy person :) I'm officially really really obsessed with korean songs, it isn't a bad thing, but woah :| like wow. I love it :D I mean their songs, the background music is not really techno, and the beat is awesome :P Alright, enough of all these music stuff, I have been slacking a lot in piano :( But I've been so stress these days T__T My exams are only 1 week away. It's not even funny! :( Alright, off I go~

.Elle

And yet another sad ending.

2009-11-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently Listening to: Tae Yang - Baby, I'm sorry.

As long as you're keeping that radiant smile,

it hurts, but I'll be fine,

because I just want you to be happy,

I've still got a picture of us that I look at,

but now I can finally put it away,

because it's all over now.

.Elle

And when you finally realize, it's all over.

2009-11-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Creed - Arms Wide Open.

I've got nothing against you and her anymore,

everything is written right in your face,

you wanted her.

I don't mind, because I've moved on,

I'll find someone,

no worries :)

.Elle

And I know everything.

2009-11-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Big Bang - Haru Haru

And she's a player,

but you love her.

You are silly,

but your heart just captures mine.

I don't like that feeling.

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No long post today :) I have got to finish this stupid car crash thing T__T I hate it, and it's not even funny :( Alright, sorry guys, maybe tomorrow? :(

.Elle

Stop playing with my mind, stop playing mind games with me.

2009-11-23T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Rain - Rainism

And you turn back just to smile at me,

how thoughtful.

But, please make up your mind,

I can't play with your mind games anymore.

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Yeah, my inner fan girl self is coming out again :P This time, it's korean :D hahaa! YAY! My inner asian self is coming out too! :D Oh wait, I am asian -.- Okay, so what's up with me? Suddenly going all goo goo gaa gaa over korean super-cute-hot-handsomely-attracting boys? Well, I started listening to korean songs since 2 years ago, so it's not exactly that sudden :) But, BIG BANG IS LOVE. I SWEAR, THEY ARE SO AWESOME :D

BIG BANG

The loves I give them since 2 years ago, oh how I didn't regret liking their songs (: I actually took some time to research them, I'm not going to put all their pictures down, because I've got homework to finish up. There is this one guy I like a lot :)

OMGOSH, TAE YUNG ♥ HE IS SO CUTE. I SWEAR. I mean, some says TOP is cute, some says G-dragon is cute/hot? But for me, Tae Yung is the cutest :P I mean, look at his INNOCENT-non-violent look? :D The killer look, something to die for *swoons*

RAIN

To all who said he's not cute, shut up! :D HE IS! I THINK HE ALWAYS HAS BEEN SINCE "FULL HOUSE" the korean drama which he acted in? I mean, yeah, there's BOF (Boys Over Flowers) and all now, but he is still my favorite korean :D I LOVE YOU RAIN! I WANT TO MEET YOU EVER SINCE FULL HOUSE T___T

I CANNOT WAIT FOR NINJA ASSASSIN! :D I LOVE YOU RAIN, 당신을 사랑합니다 ! ♥ oh, and yes, I've been trying to learn some korean words, it was pretty complicated to understand at first, but I finally got it :)

Another long post, well, it's not like you see me blogging every single day about things like that :) Alright, as for physics? It's like a big fail. hahaa, gonna work hard for it now :\ I know I can! :)

.Elle

"Love" is like a spell, all it takes is combine two hearts with a pinch of twisted happiness and it becomes one.

2009-11-22T22:05:00.004+08:00

Currently listening to: Brown Eyed Girls - Abracadabra

And I don't know why,

it felt like someone stabbed me from inside without me knowing,

it felt like a bullet shot right through my heart,

something is not right, I can feel it,

but I'm not going to get involve,

no more,

this has got to end.

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I've decided to put in some picture from the Karl Lagerfeld, Anna Sui and Marc Jacob winter 2009/2010 show. The winter season is close, so I thought this clothes might help? Well, I'm just trying to light up my blog a little, it seems like it's been dead for days, mmhmm.. alright, here are some..

Karl Lagerfeld Fall/ Winter 2009/10 woman's collection

I always thought Karl Lagerfeld was scary in a way, he would always wear this sunglasses, and he wouldn't smile, or at least I thought he didn't smile :D ahhaa! but it was still scary.. I first saw his designs on Karl Lagerfeld Spring Summer 2008 show. It's pretty long ago, but it definitely fascinates me, really :)

Did you know he is the head director and creative director for Chanel? Yeah, i think you do. But isn't it amazing? I mean it isn't surprising that he is, but wow, it's just.. wow. I am incredibly speechless right now, forgive me :)

He is like 70+ now? But the things he designs are still so amazing, incredible! I mean, usually at this age, some designer would have already resigned, but he didn't! I think he actually put in some effort for clothes, and that what made me look up to him :)

Anna Sui Winter 2009/10 show

I admire Anna sui, she has a great talent in fashion, and the clothes she makes are very spectacular, very different from what other designer makes, she inspires me at some point and I just love her :) She graduated at Parsons school of design, you know, the place where they filmed runway project? yes there :)

She never fails to surprise me, and the boots, incredibly well made. Maybe I should buy one.. but it's too pricey, no worries, I will get a job and budget :) But then again, winter will be over by the time I finish budgeting :( Maybe I should just budget for summer :\

I admire her models too, they are very lucky. Especially Agyness Deyn, very pretty girl, she's the face of Anna Sui's products. *admires* Anna Sui is definitely a talented designer that I will always look up to.

Marc Jacob Winter 2009/10 show

Okay, to be honest, when I first thought of Marc Jacob, I didn't even know who was he, until I did a research on him, and it just had me go with this "wow" feeling :| Yeah, Marc Jacob is gay, sadly.. but wow, his clothings, very well-made, beautiful and very elegant.

Like Anna Sui, he also went to Parsons school of design and also graduated there. But have you seen how unique his designs are? Look at it, it has this "wow" factor, I meant for me, but for some of you, maybe :) I wonder how does it feel to actually look at your design on stage :\ hmm..

But anyhow, I look up to him, I don't want to compare him to Anna Sui or Karl Lagerfeld, but I like his design, it's not like you see everyday someone like Marc Jacob to make clothes so beautifully, my wish? I want to meet him one day :) and plus, he's really cute.. heh :P but he's married already :\

Alright, I hope my blog isn't as boring as before now :) I know it still is anyway, but enjoy! Don't expect too much from me these days as my finals are just 2 weeks away, and yes, I am working very hard. Except, I just hate physics at this very minute, it's tiring! And everyone knows calculation + me = a complete disaster. But anyhow, I just need to work hard now :) alright peeps, off I go!

.Elle

Our love is like the shooting star, it's starts the brightest, and ended without a sight.

2009-11-21T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Big Bang - Sunset Glow

And everyday,

I convince myself,

he is going to be over her,

but yet, she's just being such a..

I don't know what to do at this very moment.

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And yes, I'm going to die for my physics unit test... I don't like physics :( *SNIFF* I HATE THISSS T_________T AND CHESTER IS ABOUT TO DIE FROM TEACHING ME :P HAHHAA! weee~

.Elle

I took a deep breathe and walked past you.

2009-11-20T22:05:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: Jason Derulo - What you say

I don't know why,

I don't know what to say.

And yet, I feel the urge to just,

run away to the beach,

where we promised to go.

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omgosh, I swear, it's finally the weekends. Been so busy.. I am pretty depressed about my marks. And all this drama that has been happening in school, and not knowing what's going on. It's ridiculously stupid, I mean just shut up, literally. And the worst part of all is, I'm sick, and you guys don't even bother, I don't really want to say a lot, because I will continue ranting about it, and honestly, I don't really bother about it anymore. Not going to get involve anyway. It's so lame, and childish. And to this person, what the heck? Didn't you just had a break up? Why are you hanging out with them! I don't really care anymore.

.Elle

Someday, you will know why.

2009-11-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Lifehouse - From where you are.

It feels that the distance between you and me,

suddenly feels so far away,

or maybe it's just the fever.

.Elle

And sometimes, it's best if I walk out the door first.

2009-11-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Big Bang - Gara Gara Go!

I try to stay strong,

to avoid looking weak,

but deep down,

I was just pretending,

I'm actually hurt deep down,

but, I just want you to be happy : )

I will find that one person,

one day.

.Elle

I don't need love to give me happiness.

2009-11-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: SNSD - Gee

I just want you to be happy.

.Elle

The mystery of love is much more mysterious than the mystery of death.

2009-11-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: The Calling - Wherever you will go.

If you thought you knew it all,

it's just the beginning of this mystery.

And after you solved this small mystery,

you'll never know what will happen next.

.Elle

I never wanted this to happen.

2009-11-15T22:05:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to: Lady Gaga ft. Beyonce - Telephone

Yet for the millionth time,

I told myself there's nothing wrong with you,

when I already knew,

there was.

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Bought a new hoodie/sweater! :D It's pretty :) Met Chester, my brother's friend, really good talking to him :D He's a genius btw :) Oh, and, I have been playing around with my webcam a lot. Yeah, just take a look.. It won't burn your eyes :) I hope :(

Critic #1: I look like those girls who has this bad habit of playing with their hair -.- Which is not that bad, but on me it probably does :\

#2: I look like an idiot, what the heck happened to my lower teeth :| And yeah, I know my bed is messy ..

#3: Why do I use this facial expression a lot :| I look like this " D: ".

#4: *looks at the camera* OKaaay, did the camera snap already? Omgosh, my short fringe O:

The pictures from up to down is recent to older pictures. Yeah I know, that's some pretty not-so-good-but-yet-I-still-like-it pictures :\ Alright peeps, ciao!

.Elle

I'm here without you babeh.

2009-11-14T22:05:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: 3 doors down - here without you.

I cannot resist the smile on your face,

the laugh that is so contagious,

the goodbyes that never seem to fade off,

I want to understand a bit more.

I love you loves,

and I really hope you aren't what people say about you.

.Elle

Make me smile, make me laugh :)

2009-11-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: John Mayer - Slow dancing in a burning room.

I am just waiting,

and while waiting,

bring me a box of chocolate,

I would love that :)

.Elle

I want to hug you loves :)

2009-11-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: All time low - Therapy

I swear, the smile you put on your face,

giving me that goodbye, twice.

Oh how I wanted to just record that moment,

so I won't be able to stop smiling.

I love the way when you laugh,

when you are like a kid.

Today was a good day, no doubt about that :)

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Stayed back with, Am and Ak for the video thing :) N, his friend, and a girl came to help? Stupid AM! D: Hate you :( HE kept on teasing me :( AIYEEE! N was so cute! "where's elle?! Where's she?! Oh there you are!" awwie! *hugs* so cute :) hahaa! lovess! Had a good day :)

.Elle

When truth turns to lies.

2009-11-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Matchbox Twenty - Disease

I still love talking to you,

no matter,

how stupid it can be,

it makes my day :)

.Elle

When hurts the most that you were so close.

2009-11-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Rascal Flatts - What hurts the most.

I caught you staring today,

what exactly were you staring at?

I know it's unbelievable,

so I ain't going to put my hope so high.

But wow,

you were staring at me.

.Elle

Just because you care :)

2009-11-09T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: John Legend ft.MSTRKRFT - Heartbreaker

I wish you would just stop messing with my mind,

first you say this, then you say that,

make up your mind. I'm so sick and tired.

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Nash gave me a list of songs to listen, well, it isn't as long as the list I gave him :P hahaa! Pretty good songs :) I love it! hahaa! memories~ I say two thumbs up for his playlist :P Oh, and, new schedules coming out tomorrow :\

.Elle

Love is an ocean wide.

2009-11-08T22:05:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: John Mayer - Half of my heart.

When you thought life was just pointless,

and you stopped living.

It's never too late,

to make it better again :)

.Elle

You are my bad romance.

2009-11-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: The Offsprings - Kristy, are you doing okay?

Picture of the day :)

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Went out with these people :)

Huei yi and Alya :)

From left to right: Akmal, Ameer and Nash :)

Today was like, really awesome! We played in the pool :D hahaa! Nash was all wet, figures :\ We went to watch "The Time Traveller's Wife". Cried like a baby, everyone kept on teasing about it :( hahaa! And then, got blisters, did my injection again. Well, that's all. I am pretty tired :) haha! Blog more next time :)

.Elle

Remembering the beautiful heart of your beautiful smile.

2009-11-06T22:05:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to: Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

When I love you,

you said you needed time,

when you said you love me,

I said I needed time.

Now when we are both in love,

we are two hearts in one :)

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Today I will be blogging about this guy who has been one of the greatest heroes in Canada, his name is Terry Fox. We were watching this video about him in health class. When I first heard of this name "terry fox", I thought they were just naming it for charity. Apparently not, this man, who had cancer own his right knee due to the car accident he had 1 year ago. He needed to cut off his leg immediately and replacing it with an artificial leg.

After putting his artificial leg, he decided to make a deed, by running a marathon every single day, running across canada, to do a charity for the people who had cancer. He wanted the money to be given to the scientist so that they would have enough money to find out a cure for cancer, he managed to get $1 from everyone across canada.

One unfortunate thing happened to him, he suffered from a heart disease called Ventricular hypertrophy. It was one week before this event called "marathon of hope". His doctor advised him not to continue because his conditions of the cancer was really bad. When he woke up the next morning, he found out that his dream of earning $1 million has come true. He said something about, if he dies, he wants his dreams to come true. And it did, so now, he was ready. He died at the age of 22. He was the 2nd hero of canada. Two statues were build in canada, one in Ottawa and one in Thunder Bay.

To me, Terry Fox, was definitely a great man. He touched the hearts of millions, if it weren't for him, scientist wouldn't have found a cure for cancer earlier. It was very devastating as, I shed a tear, yes, it was THAT sad. Terry Fox, was definitely a true hero, even though there wasn't a miracle for him, there was a miracle to the people he cared for. Terry Fox, you must be resting in peace now. God bless you.

A video worth watching. Terry Fox. Watch it, it's much better

than what I've just briefly explained -.-

Some of you guys might think it's boring btw :)

.Elle

Love is..

2009-11-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Fall Out Boys - Bang the doldrums

beautiful, it swoons your mind,

twist your minds together,

two hearts beating at the same time,

our empty minds soon filled with so much things,

how love can change everything.

.Elle

Love stands out among all.

2009-11-04T22:05:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: Boyce Avenue - Hear me now

You put this smile on my face,

I can't wait for this weekend :)

It's going to be great ♥

Love youss :)

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oh, Ameer,

what did you do with your body when you were young :|

your bones are so freaking.. hard! like metal! D: no jokes.

First you are taller than me,

now you are thinner but heavier than me,

and you are younger than me >:(

AND SMARTER D:<

you are making me look bad :D

grrr.. RAWR YOU! :)

heehee :)

.Elle

Our love has become as large as the ocean.

2009-11-03T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Parachute - The Mess I made

Finally I heard you :)

Love yous.

sorry for the short posts i have been putting up for days,

been busy :\

Yes, I am.

And I've things to do :P

hahaa! if you get what I mean :)

Shall post up something good soon ;)

.Elle

You make me sink deep into your love.

2009-11-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Parachute - she's love

oops, 6 times.

I didn't hear..

hahaa, oopsie :D

loves.

.Elle

Spray me a shower of rainbows sprinkles and butterflies.

2009-11-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: James Blunt - Carry me home

I hate you so much,

you break my heart,

you stomped on them no matter how many pieces there are.

You make me so sad.

You make me feel like stabbing you at the back.

no wait, this is not what I wanted to say.

Let me try again.

I love you so much,

you mend my heart together,

you put them together no matter how many pieces there are.

You make me ecstatic,

you make me feel like hugging you at the back.

I don't know if you are actually keeping your feelings or whatsoever,

but all I wanna say is,

I love you sweets,

with 100% of my heart.

I hope you do too.

Yes, that's what I wanted to say.

ILY.

.Elle

My mind is messed up :)

2009-10-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Britney Spears - 3

You make me wanna laugh,

you make me wanna scream,

you make me wanna try,

you make me wanna hold you.

You make me happy.

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40 hour famine was fun! :D Wasn't so hard, I thought I couldn't do it. But I did :) 40 hours! finished! It was fun, found some stuff and laugh so hard ;) Slept in the library, full of books :\ Overall, it was awesome. Except for the fact that I've got gastric and a cold when I got home :\

.Elle

Lose a chance, this is forever.

2009-10-30T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: One Republic - all that right moves.

Sometimes,

I really don't know what do you want.

I said hi,

you look at me like I am some sort of idiot.

You complain that I ignore you,

and when I finally say hi,

you stared at me?

I wonder what you are thinking,

you are mysterious.

.Elle

Because you know it's true.

2009-10-29T22:05:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: Boys like girls ft. Taylor Swift - Two is better than one

I want to believe,

I want to try.

I want to talk to you again,

but it seems so difficult,

and yet you say the same thing too.

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I am doing the 40 hour famine thing. Hungry as heck. It ends on a saturday morning! WOOO!

Spend some time after school with the family, Huei Yi, Alya, Nash, Ameer and Akmal. And then met up with Tito, tennis was cancelled for him, and he kept hugging me -.- haha! :D Nothing much than that, *yawn* I am hungry :( Is it over already?

.Elle

Nature is closer than you think.

2009-10-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Kiss - Because I am a girl.

I don't know why,

but I was shy,

I didn't know what to say.

But I had an excuse,

I was sick. ughh.

Thanks for sponsoring though.

haha :)

.Elle

Lovewrecked.

2009-10-27T22:05:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: Usher - Rockband

I can't say nothing is wrong right now,

because this is just the beginning of my reckless life.

Bad luck occuring to me constantly,

I am trying to look at the bright side.

I think I am going to inhale and say,

life'sgoodandyouknowit'strue.

and exhale, forcing a smile and look forward.

.Elle

This ain't over yet, I know it isn't, but it's going to.

2009-10-26T22:05:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: Spriewald - it ain't over.

I've just lost it today,

being as crazy as I can, forcing a heavy laugh,

just to make sure he thinks that I am fine.

Tomorrow, I will be back to my normal self.

It's sad to say, I am so not over him yet.

But at least now I know he was worried about me,

for what?

I don't know.

.Elle

Given only one chance to try.

2009-10-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: XOXO - The Dissociative Fugue

I've absolutely no idea,

what will happen next.

Good or bad,

I am up for it.

Because I don't care anymore.

.Elle

Please say something, before I go.

2009-10-24T22:05:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to: James Morrison & Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings

To you:

I am not angry nor am I devastated over your actions,

I am just wondering, why did you say that?

All I want to know is just that,

and all of it, we can either put it behind or move on.

I am so sorry for ignoring you, but when I first heard what you did,

I was, clueless, shocked, sad, happy. My emotions were all mixed up.

Please tell me something, because now, I still have feelings for you,

and it's going to fade soon. I know that you did before,

I thought you liked me for me, and not because of something else.

So, what about now?

It's your choice.

To this other particular person:

You are such a selfish person, all you could think is yourself,

you have friends that cared for and loyal to you,

but all you could think is for yourself.

Stop blaming other people for doing something they didn't do wrong.

Stop making conclusions for other people! And you can't even keep your mouth shut,

so you have to tell him everything false details!

So what if you do like me?

I will never like a person who has a selfish attitude,

even if you changed physically, I won't like you.

And you think your jokes may be funny and all,

but it hurts. It doesn't effect me, because I don't mind,

but your friends, especially your friends.

Thanks to your selfishness,

you told him to stay away from me and even he did talk to me,

you were furious with us and that's why he avoided me.

He was so loyal to you, and yet you were so selfish towards him.

THANKS TO YOU, I cannot be with the one person I want.

And additional, I didn't even tell you to tell him I don't like him anymore.

SO THANKS A LOT.

I am not blaming you because you made him avoid me, I am doing this for your friends. They are good friends, and you better do something about it, or they will leave you. They have done so much things for you, and yet you treated them this way.

Sorry, I just needed to write that. Let my heart out. I feel so much better, better than yesterday..

.Elle

I am lost.

2009-10-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: The tings tings - shut up and let me go.

OMG. NOT WHAT I WANTED TO HAPPEN!

PLEASE LISTEN TO ME :(

.Elle

Get the hell out of my face.

2009-10-22T22:05:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to: David Guetta - Love is gone.

VERY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU.

I am not in the mood.

and I don't know even why,

it hurts.

.Elle

I don't know what to say anymore.

2009-10-21T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Big Bang - Lies

God, today marks one of the, weirdest day of my life.

I have nothing else to say.

But I am still happy.

hahaa : )

Okay, now I am worried.

what's going on?

LOL! :'D AMEER! *STARES* STOP MAKING ME LAUGH LIKE AN IDIOT! :D

.Elle

I am just waiting for the guy who took my heart.

2009-10-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Gwen Stefani - What are you waiting for?

I am waiting,

yes you give signals,

but you are not giving signals,

but I am just waiting.

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Tired, as usual. Came back from school, and slept. Yeah, I was tired :\ sleepy. Went to eat with huei yi and akmal after school. OKay, I am just very tired. I need to wake up and actually start my homework! UGH. BUT I AM SO SLEEPY! Migraine, migraine, migraine... OUCH! D;

.Elle

Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing.

2009-10-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Fort minor - Where'd you go?

We were given,

a pair of hands to hold,

a pair of legs to walk,

a pair of eyes to see,

a pair of ears to listen.

But why only one heart?

Because the other was,

given to someone else.

For us to find

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I am bored, I have nothing to write, school holidays are pretty much over, back to school. I can't wait :D Oh, here's a stupid conversation between me, huei yi, nash and akmal :\ Click to enlarge it, or at least try to see it? hmm..

hahaa :D

aww! Huei yi so cute :D

AHAHAHAHA! OMG! :'D I wonder if there is a like button for this :D

Ahh, this is one of the good holidays I will remember :) heehee!

.Elle

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2009-10-18T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Nickleback - Photograph

I am so afraid to fall for you.

I like you, I really do.

The joy you bring to yourself,

the happiness you had for days,

the daring things you did,

the gorgeous smile that never fails to make me smile.

I fell for it, and I don't regret it.

I am just so afraid,

that I am not good enough for you.

You may be my close-to-perfect guy,

but am I yours?

.Elle

Once and forever.

2009-10-17T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Boyce Avenue - Take me there

Oh dear me,

what have I done to myself,

this is not me,

even though you thought it was,

funny and cute?

Shoot me.

What am I suppose to do?

I am so confuse.

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I am sleepy, tired, etc. I am sneezing my head off, yes because I am sick. I am still laughing over Nash's dare video. Adorable :) Akmal's goes mooo :D psssh. Anyway, my head hurts. I can't seem to think about anything now. hahaha, proper post tomorrow~ My blog is getting emptier.. Oh, I ate korean food for dinner :) And when we came out of the restaurant, our car was... full with bird poop! D: All my brother said was this, "Did you know the Italians said that if there's bird poop, it means you are lucky?" hahaa! :D

.Elle

I don't know what to do.

2009-10-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Boyce avenue - Find me

I tried,

I really did.

Oh, the smile you put on your face.

So gorgeous.

*hugs*

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I am tired, I cannot hold on much longer. My eyes are about to just drop off. I need sleep. Went out with Huei Yi, Alya, Nash and Akmal. Had fun, but if only I weren't so sleepy -__- Stupid akmal kept on throwing popcorn and ice at me ): NOTE TO SELF: Never sleep at 4 ESPECIALLY when you are going out the next day! :(

.Elle

My two left feet and our two hearts beating, nobody's gonna see us go crazy ♥

2009-10-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Josh Turner - Why don't we just dance?

The whole world is going crazy,

360 degrees,

and love comes around.

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Woo, going to Huei Yi's house to sleepover :D I brought some shows to watch! I CANNOT WAIT :)) heehee, I am freaking out for tomorrow though :( eeeek. Okay, no need to freak out. *deep breathes* Oh, parent teacher meeting was today, so I had to like, meet the teachers, talk, blah blah blah -.- my ws2 teacher was being mean to me ): As usual, haha! :D and, a few more. My grades shot up like crazy! Even I was surprise :| hahaa, pretty satisfied about my grades :D heehee! so happy! ecstatic :) Just waiting for powerschool to work again :\

.Elle

Trust me, I don't know what am I doing.

2009-10-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Air Supply - Two Less Lonely People In The World

The smile that makes me wanna keep,

in a safe box,

the wonders I have.

oh, how I love you boy.

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okaaay, hahaa, weird. I just woke up O: ahahahaa, omg, nausea nausea, uggggghhhh! D: weee, okaaay, weird.. awkwardd. AHHH! I got away safely today ): I was lucky, phew. gosh. I don't know! i am scared ):

.Elle

When you twist, or turn, you make my heart bounce.

2009-10-13T22:05:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to: Mr.G - Naughty Girl

It's not like you to boast,

then again,

how did everyone guess?

I don't know anymore.

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SLEEPY :D OMGOSSH! Ameer has a little brother! :D eeeek! SO CUTE! at least his hair is somehow straighter :D heehee! After tomorrow, I have a five day weekend, finally! I so need it :D Seriously.. Well, I am not blogging properly these days, but yeahh : ) oh, hahhaa! I DIDN'T DANCE IN CLASS! I would rather say that I was into the music :( boohoo. My teacher is mean D: heehee :)

.Elle

I am in love with the guy who ridiculously makes my heart beat every single time.

2009-10-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Jesse Mccartney ft. T-pain - Body Language

It's your body language,

that makes me swoon,

the inside of you,

that makes me wanna,

hug you soon.

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Ameer Huei Yi Me (library)

OMG. LOOK AT LAZY GRANDMA :D

No Elle! He's great grandma!

*stares* *laugh*

hahaa, look at him now, just staring at us!

*laughs*

Can you actually hear me?

YES ELLE, I HEAR YOU PRETTY CLEARLY!

OOPS! I thought grandma was deaf ;P

HEY ELLE!

WHAT?

GRANDMA IS GETTING OLD, SO SHE CANNOT MOVE AROUND!

AHHAHHAHAHAHHAH! :'D

gosh, ameer is just so funny ;D I was carrying his bag, it's light O: hahaha! Maybe they are all homemade cookies ;D I had fun in school today :) But I am pretty sleepy. *yawn* gotta revise my work for a bit and sleep soon :D I can't wait for tomorrow!

.Elle

The freezing thought, the desire to have.

2009-10-11T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Mcfly- It'll be okay

I wonder how,

I wonder why,

all I could do is wonder.

I wonder beyond the things I wonder.

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Yeah, pictures are on facebook : ) I am lazy to upload it here :D ohh, pretty tired right now. Got to finish my lab report soon :( *sniff* oh! ehh, today was a good day : ) And pretty fun! :D hahaa! If only everyone came ): *sniff*

.Elle

Requesting a never ending story, a twist of romance and a touch of happily ever after.

2009-10-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Air Supply - Now and forever.

I like you,

I may even love you,

that's what it matters now.

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omg. I am way to busy. UPDATES TOMORROW! I promise :D hahaa! I have a lab report and a surprise card to make tonight ): hahaa! it sucks ): I mean the lab report. I hate doing my lab report! >:( ughh. oh wells : ) I met up with my cousin from malacca for about, 5 minutes only? :( hahaa, my brother and her sister were having the SAT together. So yeahh :| sighh. it was good seeing you again : )

.Elle

Take me with you, and if you can't, take my heart instead.

2009-10-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Dream girls - Family

The way you smile,

it's so gorgeous.

I don't know what you think,

but you were definitely,

not yourself today.

But it's okay :)

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I am so tired ): My tummy hurts like craaazy ); I am having my TOEFL test tomorrow. And freaking out like crazy ): UGH. My muscle hurts. Supposingly, we had this surprise, but FAILED BADLY. BUT, she didn't know there was going to be another surprise :D Stayed back today with huei yi to do the *pssst* but failed ): so I have to do it at home :D ahahaha! and so Akmal bought us Mcflurry :D Since he was going to eat with Nash and, Ibrahim? haha! Anyhow, today, was, very awkward D:

.Elle

At the top of my heart, you left a trace that always leads to you.

2009-10-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Ashley Tisdale - Crank it up

What about now?

What about today?

I am sorry if I acted differently,

when you talked to me.

it's just that..

I am confuse.

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Okay, I am actually planning for something tomorrow. Man, plan A isn't going too well D: PLAN B! HERE I COMEE! I am hungry ): I didn't eat a lot. I starvingg! going to grab supper later. Hopefully :) WS2 homework! IM2 QUIZ. WOOO! My life is great -.-

.Elle

When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.

2009-10-07T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Nickleback - Gotta be somebody.

There's gotta be somebody for me out there,

I don't know care where it is.

I know he's just there.

But I just want to know who.

The reason my heart is aching so badly right now,

I just want to know an answer.

From you.

God, now I miss that moment,

where you played the song.

ugh.

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Had my ISA test today. I swear, I had an unexpected moment. but it was pretty much okay I guess? Now, I just need to sleep. I need to sleep, I know I need. I have been dying to know for days, and no one is telling me anything, so why should I bother anymore. It's not like you care, or if you do. I don't know.

.Elle

Love conquers it all.

2009-10-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: The Click Five - All I need is you.

Right now, I have heard too many things,

things I may have believe or whatsoever,

I don't care anymore.

I have been through this a million times before,

period.

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MAAAN. I need to do my book chat noww ): BUT I HAVEN'T READ MY BOOK YET! D: Maybe I will have to use one of my previous book :) hehehee :D yayy! PROBLEM SOLVED! Alright, now I am just dead. hhaaa, I feel horrible ): OH, GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY DEAREST PMR CANDIDATE WHOM I LOVE A LOT :D

GOOD LUCK TO: ANNABELLE HON, AARON HO, ZIAN MEI, BRYAN ANG, HUAN SHENG, YU YANG, SUE MAY, YSABELLA, CHLOE, JIA LING, AND MORE :D

.Elle

Give me a chance to speak, to talk.

2009-10-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Black eye peas - Meet me halfway

I can't do anything for now,

because all I can do now is wait,

for something,

but I don't know what or who.

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As confuse as I am, I don't know what's going on. Nobody is telling me anything, and they would only say, just forget about it. How can I? ): Tell me something, I want to know. The burning of my heart is so not comfy at all! ): It's warm though.. but not the warm comfy type, it's the warm unsatisfied type. Oh no, I just remembered I had a lab report to do. ughh..

.Elle

Turn that frown upside down.

2009-10-04T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Beyonce - Sweet dreams.

Love may be hard to find,

but true love,

will eventually come to you.

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OMG. I am so energetic :D YOU SPIN ME RIGHT ROUND BABY RIGHT ROUND! OMG! SHO CUTEEE! ;D I know you guys probably think I am crazy right now. Oh wells :) Anyway, nothing much. I am hungry as a tiger! RAWR! haha, I have nothing to say :D Except, I am still confuse ): SIGH.

.Elle

Drowned in my confusion.

2009-10-03T22:05:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to: Nickleback - Far away

When you played the song on your guitar,

this song, our song.

Everyone just disappear.

You asked me out,

I couldn't accept it.

But trust me,

deep down, I knew I should've said yes.

The regret I've had for days.

I begin to feel that,

I''ve fell for you.

But I'm so afraid,

that I would hurt myself again.

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Okay, so as you can see, I changed the music on my blog. I have a specific reason why! 2 actually :) Firstly, I got so sick of where's the love. It got so annoying after while, forgive me BEP. I still love you guys! So, why this song? Well, you guys will just have to figure that out yourselves :) Oh gosh, now my life is full of confusion, I've no idea what to do and what to say. I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEBODY! ): *sigh*

.Elle

When everything changed.

2009-10-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: my cambridge teacher.

In cambridge now, ate dinner with the family. Alright. Totally tired. Rawr.

.Elle

You blew my heart away.

2009-10-01T22:05:00.004+08:00

Currently listening to: Raygun - Just because

If today was your last day,

I would stay awake,

feeling love drunk.

Suddenly my world becomes zero gravity.

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LOL. Someone misses my lack of intelligence ;P I WONDER WHO! :D Anyways, school today was pretty good! Got to hung out with Ameer and Nashh! :D Best people to hang out after school, I mean it literally! :D Ameer is mentally cutee! :D Nash is just, haha :P Nash could go home anytime as he stayed really nearby *cough* 45 minutes walk *cough* He claims the weather to be hot, and so he stayed with me :) He was playing a few songs from the guitar, we were pretty much talking a lot? But as distracted I can be, I got distracted a lot of times :D haha! Free lunch again. I just know I am going to be fat soon D: I hope there isn't going to be any soon. that's all! OH! AND,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN KOH!!! :DDD

I MISS YOU AND YOUR MAN-NERS (inside joke) :D heehee! I want to see you again! I want to see you all again! I miss you guys ): Hope you had a great time yesterday night :) You totally deserve it! :D

.Elle

When you smile, my heart ran a mile.

2009-09-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Hawk Nelson - every little thing.

Everything you do,

every single one of them,

I notice them,

don't think I haven't.

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NO NO NO! I AM NOT PROCRASTINATING ANYMORE! I AM BUSY NOW! Shall blog better soon :)

.Elle

Are you waiting for something special? I know I am.

2009-09-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to: Hawk Nelson - California

If you wanna live life loud,

throw your hands up,

If you wanna scream and shout,

put your arms around my waist,

and jump!

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GOODNESS ME! BAD LUCK TOTALLY OCCUR TO ME TODAY :( not funny! First I dropped my friend's calculator, and then I dropped my ipod, and then some bird crap was stick to my folder, MY WORLD STUDIES FOLDER! OMG. And then I had a pop quiz! but it was not too bad as I got 100% for it, so it wasn't so bad! But before that I cut my finger because I just wanted to pull my chair forward, and then when I went home I fell down from the stairs. And then after that when I was taking a nap, my head hit the wall near my bed. *DEEP BREATHES* okay, I am done :) I've got a horrible tan line. ugh. Well, I've got to design the t-shirts for the sophomore year class this coming weekends, hopefully they will like it!

.Elle

Why'd you have to go?

2009-09-28T22:05:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to : Carrie Underwood- Just a dream.

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray

Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt

Then the congregation all stood up,

and sang the saddest song that she ever heard

Then they handed her a folded up flag

And she held on to all she had left of him

Oh, and what could have been

And then the guns rang one last shot

And it felt like a bullet in her heart

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I don't have anything to say. ahhaa! :) Tired maybe? I am finally sick after so many months. I know, my nose has been feeling so horrible, and having a huge migraine. I feel like a missile just hit my brain for god knows how long. anyhow, signing off. oh, just wondering. What ever happened to the swine flu? There doesn't seem to be a lot of news anymore :|

.Elle

The feeling when your heart goes up and down.

2009-09-27T22:05:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: Nelly Furtado ft. Flo Rida - Jump

Every eyes on you,

like you have just hit the touchdown,

you looked into my eyes,

giving me a nervous look,

smiling as always,

touching the sides of my rosey cheeks.

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Hello guys :) Today I went Rock Climbing with yu hui. The others couldn't make it ): *sniff* next time I guess..? But anyways, it really is a great experience! Lots of goofing around :P Really really happy that everyone in school is doing fine ;) And also, catching up with the latest 'gossip'! heehee! seriously an OMG moment :| We watched G-Force! AND IT'S SUPER UBER CUTEEE! :DD I want to watch it again! SIMPLY ADORABLE! :) Anyway, pictures with yu hui :) THANKS YU HUI FOR INVITING ME FOR ROCK CLIMBING! Please thank your father for me too :) hope we can do it again :DD

.Elle

Indulging the loving moments with you.

2009-09-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Righteous Brothers - Unchained Memory

Maybe God wanted us,
to meet a few wrong people,
before meeting the right one,
so that when we finally,
meet the right person,
we will know how to be,
grateful for that gift.
And I understand that perfectly.

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I have hardly anything to say, except that my brother's friend is staying over in our house today :) And also, Project Runway is amazing! Beautiful and elegant dresses, simply spectacular! OH! BEYONCE AND THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS! Who's going? :D

.Elle

You make me so love drunk.

2009-09-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Hawk Nelson - Live life loud

I know my turn has come,

but please don't turn back,

please just be there for me.

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mmm, nothing much honestly :) Sleepy and tired. I need to get ready to go for cambridge now. Omg, this is a dull dull post! ahaha, can't blame me. I don't have anything to write about.

.Elle

The future has been set right infront of you, if you don't change now, say goodbye to your career.

2009-09-24T22:05:00.004+08:00

Currently listening to: Boys like girls - Dance hall drug

Look at me,

I have changed.

And all this for you,

tell me is it worth it?

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OMG! Feeling so exhausted. I am going to do this quick. We practically climbed a mountain today, yes, a mountain! YOU HEARD ME! A FREAKING MOUNTAIN! :) I was feeling faint as I didn't sleep well. And I wanted to turn back, but, my coaches wouldn't let me! Instead! They totally ignored my heavy breathing! Yes, they are mean, but they are giving me motivation. SO, I felt really really good to climb almost 100+ steps (note: I lost count after the 100th steps of stairs) And the lake was huge, ahaha! Alright, I better shoo off now : ) homework. OKay, a better post next time, this post is totally wrecked.

.Elle